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I wish that i could help you,
I can see you're not the same,
There's an emptiness behind those eyes
that says you feel no pain.
You cannot feel the warmth and love
you can't feel anything
I really do know you're trying
to let the love back in.
Maybe I dont understand
what it is you're going through
But i really want and need you to know
that i am here for you.
I love you like a piece of me
I love you with my heart
I love you and I always will
without you i fall apart.
Current Music:
I wish I was a punk rocker - Sandi Thom
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i was thinking generally about easter and thought, why is it easter eggs? to which my sister said becuase everyone has them...but then why not easter potatoes or easter peas. They say that it had something to do with jesus' tombstone and that it rolled away and the egg sybolised it rolling away but an egg is totally inefficient, it would just go round in circles coz of the tapered end, an easter pea is sooo much more efficient and its something everyone has.
curious.
easter would then equal chicks and peas.
easter=chick+peas

EASTER CHICKPEAS.

a revolution is taking place

Current Mood:
crazy crazy
Current Music:
the blackeyed easter peas
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Well, all I can say is I'm sorry I have taken so long to update. I'm not used to writing online, its all a bit technological for me.
so basically nothing has changed. I'm feeling happy still and pleased because I'm nearing the end of the easter holidays and now I really know that the friends I had from school really were amazing. I know I'm fitting right into the mould of how people think I am but I just cannot help it. I miss people from uni though and the weather sucks. Roll on the sunny days where you can sit in a park all day. PLEASE.
So after speaking with my sis, we have decided that I am going to learn the song from the national lottery advert about having a smile on your face and having ribbons in your hair. After learning it, I am going to sing it while walking along the street wearing a pretty dress, a ribbon in my hair and a smile on my face and I will have a bag full of paper smiles which I will throw at people. and of course videoing it to send to my sister. Someone had better by me a drink after that. of course a cup of tea will do.
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I am saving my money
to buy you a raw potato.

I will scrub it with my nailbrush
and bathe it in my basin.

I will cut out your initials
from its smooth, brown jacket.

I will gift-wrap it in pink paper
and tie it with pink ribbons.

I will place it in a shoe-box
on a bed of tissue paper.

I will deliver it to your doorstep
wearing pink shoes.

You will stare at it crossly at first
as if it were a baby.

You will take it inside quickly
to stop the neighbours staring.

You will not know where to put it.
You will be afraid to touch it.

You will hide it in your bedroom
to protect it from stray glances.

It will live in the furthest corner forever
and embarrass you.

Current Mood:
thoughtful thoughtful
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This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
7.9
Mind:
8.4
Body:
7.5
Spirit:
9.5
Friends/Family:
5.3
Love:
0.8
Finance:
5.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz


hm...so the love is tad low but im really not so bothered, all in good time.
how interesting though.

I taught my first primary music class, it was AMAZING!! i loved every minute of it. I wasn't expecting to like it that much but it was truly fab. i got soo into it though and got really enthusiastic. cant wait for next week!

everything else is going really well too, had a great weekend with the family, and then my friends have all come home after going away for the weekend.

LA LA LA everything rocks.

x
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so this is my first EVER entry. im quite scared and intimidated!! so much to live up to after my sis.

well ill just start with my life recently. Its really great. had one of the best weekends ever. it was just so relaxing, went to a friends flat on friday night and just completely relaxed and watched bill bailey live which is always amazing anyway. on saturday went to tramway (a contemporary arts centre in glasgow) coz a friend was taking part in a contemporary theatre installation which was cool and then went to see a play in the evening and then on sunday it was a friends birthday so we went for a picnic in kelvingrove park, the to tchaiovna and then we came across bar bento which was an amzing bar, soo relaxing with amazing music and comfy sofas and it was really quiet and the 4 of us just sat and chatted for HOURS and HOURS.

it was a truly beautiful weekend. I am so thankful for everything that happened.

Anyway enough of me. well not really, this is about me.

So for those of you who read what my sis says about me, half of it is not true (im not a complete hippy who has a chickpea shrine) and the other stuff is always over glorified, i can be a moody cow sometimes!! im just happy at the moment.

anyway enough for tonight

thanks for coming

x

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